1. |
Intro
01:58
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i'm just boy who's making his way
got up early and didn't cry today
when i grow up i'm gonna make a change
too bad i cant change the people who w
hate me
i'm doing okay thank you i'm fine
i finally got the massages and i'll stay in line
when i get much older i'm gonna make a change
too bad i cant change my friends who hate me
but who am i really, who will i be
who am i really, who will i be
what am i really, what will i be
when i grow i up i hope o will see
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2. |
light through the window
02:02
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every day i wake up
and go right back to sleep
every night when i dream
my body it feels so weak
every night i wake up
and go right back to sleep
every day when i dream
my body it feels so weak
every day~
every night~
when i wake up
my body it hurts so much
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3. |
Interlude
00:33
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help me pass this beautiful day
i'll leave soon enough any way
the sky is crying a lot lately
once i get my act together i promise i'm gonna leave
but for now i'll stay, locked in place
body becoming unknown on my familiar face
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4. |
Nuclear Family
02:40
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my mom was never here for me
and my dad was a mystery
to me~
i want to believe
that outside of this bunker
everybody is free
even if we never talk
they're still the ones i love the most
and even if i shy away
they're still the ones i trust
cause that was a truly
nuclear family
so i never let go
yeah that was a truly
nuclear family
so i never let go
my skin was a dull green
and all my bones were numb
i was losing my head
our lonely lightbulb
glowed dimly on gnawed phone wires
which were our only hope
even if my muscles ache
from always trying to sleep
i still want to not have to
live my life that deep
cause that was a truly
nuclear family
so i never let go
yeah that was a truly
nuclear family
so i never let go
if i can calm my shaking hands
i can mend this wire
and maybe, just maybe
we'll make it out alive
i've dialed up those three digits
please let my call get through
otherwise my mom and dad
will pass away so soon
this bunker doesn't feel like home
anymore, so tear off the hatch
help us out of this hell hole
and i promise we, will never look back
before pass away i want to be truthful
and tell you all of this
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5. |
Chocolate Bars
02:59
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the stars at night shine yellow and white
the stars at night shine oh so bright
and i wish i was up there with them
chocolate bars melt oh so quick
but eat them fast and you'll be sick
at least that's what you told me last night
in the silence, the stars, and those chocolate bars
things that we shared inside of your car
the trees will bloom and the wind will blow
these fat summer days move oh so slow
but i'm glad i get to spend them with you
my dreams float by in your backyard stream
why'd the mosquitoes have to be oh so mean
and bite up your beautiful face
in the silence, the stars, and those chocolate bars
things that we shared inside of your car
(interlude of my little sister)
in the silence, the stars, and those chocolate bars
things that we shared inside of your car
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6. |
lavender and honey
02:37
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i was born a boy who thought he wasn’t
now i know I’m not and i still hate myself
i’d get nose bleeds every time i dreamed
of being happy
ad when i pass fill my body with lavender
and honey
i’ll make a pact with my neck and my wrists
cause i’m so god damn tired of this
my fingers would bleed when i played
to be happy
so when i pass fill my body with lavender
and honey
i wish i could see myself in the mirror
instead what i find is my personal torture
My eyes might bleed the next time i cry
tears that are happy
Then when i pass fill my body with lavender
and honey
fingers dig through my hair, pull out the dye
how many times have i said that i’m not a guy
my body bled through the sheets
trying to be happy
now that i’ve passed fill my body with lavender
and honey
i'm gone
i'm gone
i'm gone
i'm one
so fill me up
buttercup
with lavender and honey
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7. |
Apology Letter 17
02:43
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my heart rocks so heavy
in my sullen chest
my lungs breathe so slowly
please put me to rest
i wont grow up to be good and strong
i'm doing everything so, so wrong
but let me leave more quietly this time
but don't let me forget these mistakes that are mine
like letting go too soon
and now it's too late
i know everthing
can turn around so quick
like how my happiness
played on me this little trick
now my words are covered by my tears
and my new voice hides all of my fears
but let me leave more quietly this time
but don't let me forget these mistakes that are mine
like letting go too soon
and now it's too late
it eats me up at night
how i made everything fall apart
i feel like van gogh
and my life mimics that art
but let me leave more quietly this time
but don't let me forget these mistakes that are mine
like letting go too soon
and now it's too late
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